I've never loved myself
I carve into my veins to in some way express my...

I used to see my tears but now i don't
i used to cry to others but i just wont...

Last year was so fun we were all so close and...

I am such a good friend i love you and help you...
i really am sweet i swear but why don't you...

The pain is just too much i suffer through each...
im numb to pain and have nothing to gain in the...

The cuts are neverending
the blood is still on my arms...

Time for bed and i sit on the floor contemlating...
I hole the knife tightly in my hand and tremble as...

I\'ve never loved myself
I carve into my veins to in some way express my...

Every day i at school when i seem so calm and cool...
and reminisse in the surreal horror...

Every night i tuck myself in with the crimson sin
the knife tightly slitting my skin and letting the...

The knife lays so beautifully on the table...
i hold the silver metallic blade and sinfully slit...

I've cried for hours with pain in my heart praying...
the knife slits the skin and crimson bleeds within...