I loved you deeply.
You lied easily...

I hope you think of me when the room gets quiet
and you light a candle just to feel something...

I don’t have a drinking problem.
I have a thinking problem...

Back to ruin me
You lit the match, watched me burn...

I keep going back to that concrete gazebo by the...
your converse scuffing against the floor...

In endless dark, I roam through time alone,
Chasing a love that time has overthrown...

It is crazy how the only thing I have ever been...
Turned out to be the one thing that would tear me...

I spent years hoping I would get over you
Praying that I wouldn’t feel tied to you...

I don’t know what made us so special anymore
The way you loved me like no one else could...

I am happier now that you are gone
I am not constantly on edge...

If I could, I’d carve at my chest
Dig deep and retract my heart...

Trying to move on…
What comes after you...