I close my eyes
I try to escape...

Between then and now
What was and what remains, I...

I am regretting
My composure, might have fooled...

Came into my life
Showed me more loneliness...

I am happier now that you are gone
I am not constantly on edge...

Back to ruin me
You lit the match, watched me burn...

I keep going back
to that concrete gazebo by the river...

In endless dark, I roam through time alone,
Chasing a love that time has overthrown...

It is crazy how the only thing I have ever been...
Turned out to be the one thing that would tear me...

I spent years hoping I would get over you
Praying that I wouldn’t feel tied to you...