I close my eyes
I try to escape...

Between then and now
What was and what remains, I...

I am regretting
My composure, might have fooled...

Came into my life
Showed me more loneliness...

I am happier now that you are gone
I am not constantly on edge...

I try to feel something for someone new,
just a small spark or two...

I like to have things under my control,
I lose my head when I don’t...

I didn’t have a drinking problem.
Alcohol was just background noise...

We used to promise each other
“in every life...

After all the love I gave you,
I can never hate you...