She stares at her reflection
In the dusty mirror of time...
I tried to make it go away,
I promise I wanted to stay...
Behind the smiles
My secret identity lies...
A happy family full of smiles
Well known throughout the community...
Turning another page
Living another day...
If I could have one wish today
It would be to be with you...
Nothing can explain it
But it's messing me up inside...
I've been lying to myself this whole time
Thinking that people actually care...
You come to me in my sleep
And turn my dreams to stone...
Bottled up inside
Are the words I never said...
When I stand back and look at myself
I want to break down and cry...
When you said you loved her
And I thought you hated me...