I've been lying to myself this whole time
Thinking that people actually care...

When I stand back and look at myself
I want to break down and cry...

A happy family full of smiles
Well known throughout the community...

When you said you loved her
And I thought you hated me...

I lock the bathroom door,
Behind it my secret lies...

I tried to make it go away,
I promise I wanted to stay...

The last few days have been a mess,
I'm hurt and I really don't know what to do...

I can never seem to find the words
To explain to you how I feel...

Bottled up inside
Are the words I never said...

I'm so sick of being alone in this world
Lost...

Behind the smiles
My secret identity lies...

Nothing can explain it
But it's messing me up inside...