I look around.
What do I see...

You just didn't understand me
i don't think you ever will...

Why aren't you here?
I'm hiding from my own fears...

How can life pull you down?
In in my tears I slowly drown...

I tried once and got what I was after
But only for a little while...

I was wondering around the forest
On a cold winters night...

My knife is no longer my God.
I don't need it to survive...

I'm so glad to have you back.
Its no longer your love that I lack...

I walked a shallow path,
that led me to this so called life...

I look back upon my life.
I revolve around this knife...

Life goes by.
Allot of things on my mind...

This is my cry for help.
Ive went to family...