A little while

I tried once and got what I was after
But only for a little while
What happened to my laughter?

I was happy then my world came down
My smiles and smirks
Turned into frowns

I crave pain
Cant let this go
Driving me insane

I want to wake and know every things alright
I want to hold my head up high
But not this time

I lost my soft glow
I look down when I walk
I feel so damn low

My hearts not broken
Theres nothing to cry over
I just don't have a token

Theres nothing bad
But theres nothing good
I still don't have a reason to be sad

When I got to bed at night
Little voices speak to me
They wont leave my head

I cant figure anything out
I don't know what to do
So Ill sit here and pout

xoxo:sarah

I figured out that depression never really goes away no matter how hard you try.