Sweet sweet cyanide,
I finally will be able to hide...

Sitting here getting high,
All I do is wait to die...

Hey Kylie, you're now three,
And your spending your birthday without me...

I wake up in the morning, drag the blade across my...
In this world where I'm considered a loser I'm...

Last night was hell,
All you did was yell...

The scars are growing upon my wrists,
Soon I shall be just another name on the suicide...

Sometimes I thought I loved you,
Others I was sure I hated you...

When you look at me,
Exactly what do you see...

He tells me he loves me,
He tells me he cares...

Do you remember when we laid under the starlit...
Thinking our love would never die...

I long to leave this land,
Walk with death hand in hand...

Don't ever say you loved me. Or that you love me...
*been a long time since I've wrote, its 330 now...