Don't ever say you loved me. Or that you love me...
*been a long time since I've wrote, its 330 now...

Sometimes I thought I loved you,
Others I was sure I hated you...

Numb again,
Searching for the emotions...

Sweet sweet cyanide,
I finally will be able to hide...

Thought you were my friend,
Yet now it's all gonna end...

I wake up in the morning, drag the blade across my...
In this world where I'm considered a loser I'm...

I'm holding on by a breaking thread,
Remembering all the encouragement I've read...

Last night was hell,
All you did was yell...

We said goodbye,
I went home and started to cry...

Sitting here getting high,
All I do is wait to die...

The scars are growing upon my wrists,
Soon I shall be just another name on the suicide...

Hey Kylie, you're now three,
And your spending your birthday without me...