Inside this fantasy
It seems so real to me
Synthetic ecstasy, when her legs are open
True Love behind a wall
Where men and angels fall
A fading memory, when my mind is frozen
-Celldweller

Words seem too strong a power for such a frail thing as humanity who fears not only themselves but an unknown, yet everlasting, reality

-meditative mind (im sure itll end up a poem)

The days keep coming back to me
But i dont even want to bother
Im trying to cure my own depression
Yet i fear i'm falling farther

One more chance? asked he delighted
And i said no, i could not fight it
In my grave i listen and cry
For the song he sings with every lie.

sing..sing...it'll be okay.
sweet boy sing..it'll be okay.

-new poem

All it takes for security is a new state of mind

I've had recurring nightmares
That I was loved for who I am
And missed the opportunity
To be a better man

Gravedigger when you dig my grave could you make it shallow so that I can feel the rain...

I dont need what u have to offer
I have what it takes
I'm stronger than you think i am
And I've learned from my mistakes

Its the terror of knowing what this world is about. Watching a good friend scream, let me out...

So take a bow for self-indulgence and let them judge your flaws.