So dangle my life on a string peaced to a bloody needle
sowing my broken heart through and through
And ill be dying underneath your eyes of hatred, smiling
Because I'm killing myself to kill you...

-from my Killing Mysef to Kill You poem...

~dont smile at me anymore
it kills me every time
to see myself pushing you away
when all i want is for you to be mine~

The candle is bleeding
Slowly falling down
But hidden is its pain
Beneath the fire’s gown

Never will they see
What is truly going on
Until the flame dies
When the mystery is gone

-thought for a new poem

So ill smile in the dark
Alone as I have always been
Only slightly feeling the burn
Of my razor spread skin

-from my new poem "Second Time (Evil)"

The hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far.
All this time I've been waiting
I'm not, I'm not a horre
and oh I can not give anymore.
-forgot who sings this...

We are dirt, we are alone
You know we're far from sober
We are fake, we are afraid
You know it's far from over
Are You like me? Are you Ugly?

-The Exies

This will be the last time
I’ll tell the story of each vein
I’ve learned my lesson finally
People don’t want to see my pain

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Id rather be alone then in love

Teardrop on a fragile eyelash
She's looking like a dream
Hoping for some understanding
And answer or at least
Cunning word a single sentence
To restore her heart

-Leaves' Eyes

Dewdrops on a single rosebud
This purity of rain
Reminds me of the moment I left him
Kisses filled with pain
And if I should leave him waiting
For another year
Will he ever know the answer?
Will he follow me?
*edited- Leaves' Eyes