We trust and believe so easily
entertain me and tell me "it didn't mean anything" it's vengous worth my tolerance and i could be careless
but i promise you'll feel everything...

-Matchbook Romance

Where does our story end where does it start i buried you along with my heart
Excuse me while I fall apart.
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car.
Do you have to make this so hard?
-MR

♥Now the scars of white have gone♥
§My tears are streaming back into my eyes§
¢The pills are dissolving through my pores¢
♥im ok, just another one of my lies...♥

I used to rely on self-medication,
I guess I still do that from time to time.
But I'm getting better at fighting the future,
"Someday you'll be fine.."
Yes, I'll be just fine.
-MCS
*thanx kimberly and
xxfaded_silencexx

There's a voice in my head telling me why I should hate you,
But I hate myself instead.
There's a pair of dead eyes in the mirror looking back at me.
I guess its wrong to live life so lifelessly.

-Bayside

Scars are tearing open along my palms and knees.
I guess thats what I should get for crawling back at your feet.
And now I'm feeling so down, that there's no God above.
No mercy for a soul thats just way too fvcked up.

-Bayside

" i would rather have had one touch...of her hand...one kiss...of her mouth...then an iternity without it."

-from City of Angels

- So long -
~BiItch you did me so wrong~
* I dont wanna go on*
~Living in this world~
-Without you-
...Eminem in his song Kim...

So dangle my life on a string peaced to a bloody needle
sowing my broken heart through and through
And ill be dying underneath your eyes of hatred, smiling
Because I'm killing myself to kill you...

-from my Killing Mysef to Kill You poem...

~dont smile at me anymore
it kills me every time
to see myself pushing you away
when all i want is for you to be mine~