Easy on paper but not to your face
Each time i try to tell you my heart loses pace...

Whats the matter, daddy?
didn't mean to disappoint you...

"what the hell you f-ing sl-t
I'll raise this knife and slit your throat...

Its a cold summers winter
its a day as dark as night...

I never realized
I'm a prisoner of my own fear...

Did i do something wrong
should I have said yes and not no...

We've been best friends for a long time now
but my feelings for you have changed somehow...

It all started with one small child
who grew to be smart, talented, and wild...

You're the warmth from the sun
you're the air that I breathe...

The hardest thing for me to do
was say goodbye to you...

What have i done to deserve this?
I can hear your voice, its calling...

This note, to you
reveals all of my pain...