Its a cold summers winter
its a day as dark as night...

I wish my heart would mend
my family is falling apart...

You tell me i do nothing right,
I've decided I'm not worth the fight...

We've been best friends for a long time now
but my feelings for you have changed somehow...

The hardest thing for me to do
was say goodbye to you...

What have i done to deserve this?
I can hear your voice, its calling...

It all started with one small child
who grew to be smart, talented, and wild...

I hate the god damn looks you give
its like i don't deserve to live, maybe your right...

I love you more than I can explain,
you have never caused me any pain...

I never realized
I'm a prisoner of my own fear...

*i didn't write all of this, i took the idea and...
our love and our trust is all gone forever...

This note, to you
reveals all of my pain...