How do you hide it?
And pretend to smile...

For a while I thought,
I meant something to you...

Why don't you get it?
Why don't you see...

You don't know I cry every night,
you don't know I lost my will to fight...

You don't know all my life,
you don't know all my strife...

You don’t care
Like the rest of the world...

It reachers into my soul,
It tears me apart...

Shattered soul,
Broken heart...

You listen to me,
But do you really hear...

I can’t really explain the pain,
I feel anymore...

Once again I am,
the one to blame...

Suffocating, Scared,
Afraid to be myself...