Give me a chance to live life one more time

What stops the pain, smoking, drinking, drugs, sex, cutting..only makes it worse.

I cant take the pain no longer,
so no longer it will take,
I'll cut away the ache,
sorry for i forsake

--from my poem "Forsake"

Stumbling for another breathe,
I dont know how much longer I can hold this pain back

You cant save me,
you cant change me,
everything i feel,
is as if it isnt real.

Watch as it all fades away,

my little world turns to grey,

as my red roses turn black,

everything comes out of tack.

--from my poem..Long Last Rain

Burning in the flames of hell,
you hide within your shell,
as every day passes by,
nothings left for you but his empty lies.

--kinda dumb..sorry

Well im down to my last,
ready to see my final breathe,
these empty eyes see nothing,
no future,
only these broken dreams.

~NO LOVE FOR MYSELF~
im giving you my life,
im giving it all,
no love for myself,
where did i go wrong.
on these broken wings,
i'll fly away,
from this life of pain,
no love for myself.

Feels bad being alone,
crying by yourself,
living in a broken home.