I tried to kill the pain,
but only brought more,
I lay dying,
And i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal.
i'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming,
Am I to lost to be saved?

My wounds cry for the grave,
my soul cries for deliverance,
will i be denied Christ,
tourniquet,
my suicide

Closing your eyes to disappear
you pray your dreams will leave you here
but still you wake and know the truth
no one's there

Walking away I see the pain
You put me through
Lost in your game to change the same
Forever gone, forever you

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

Lie to me,
Convince me that I've been sick forever.
And all of this,
Will make sense when I get better.
But I know the difference,
Between myself and my reflection.
I just can't help but to wonder,
Which of us do you love.

Please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

Pain runs through these veins,
Sometimes blood runs out and remains on my sleeve,
I'll always be like this,
I dont know how to make it stop,
I dont know how to get help,
I dont know what to do!!!
Someone Help Me!

I cry these tears,
I run from everything,
Because im scared of being happy,
and i just dont get why..

I loved you,
but you didnt love me,
you used me and abused me.