It's time I stop hoping for a fantasy,
Now's the time to take a dose of reality...

Happy Bloody Birfday by MariiaShan..x
Blow Out Your Candles, Put On A Fake Smile...

I have lost many friends to you,
I am therefore waiting to meet you...

It is so hard to be me
No one understands my pain...

Friends we were
But then you left...

If tears could build a stairway.
Memories were a lane...

I never
stopped likeing you...

There was that one special place
Where we would be for hours...

I never got to say goodbye
I found out a month later...

I know how you feel when
you lie awake at night wondering what happens...

Ever since you left me that one day
I am ever so ready to die...

My note of goodbye
august 6th,2004...