Damn I never realized I had to go so soon and...

It is so hard to be me
No one understands my pain...

My note of goodbye
august 6th,2004...

She lay quietly in her bed hoping her dad is not...
all of a sudden the door slams open...

I have lost many friends to you,
I am therefore waiting to meet you...

I'm sorry it had to end this way it was supposed...
But my plan backfired I got out into S.Y.S for...

I know how you feel when
you lie awake at night wondering what happens...

Happy Bloody Birfday by MariiaShan..x
Blow Out Your Candles, Put On A Fake Smile...

Friends we were
But then you left...

If tears could build a stairway.
Memories were a lane...

I never
stopped likeing you...

There was that one special place
Where we would be for hours...