I can't believe what I've done
I've just lost another girl...

I sit in a run down shop door way,
Watching people, listening to them...

I've got a nine,
I haven't used it before...

These words that have been spoken,
I can't say them anymore...

I wonder if my life will ever get better,
I must find a long lasting cure...

As I walk these streets at night,
My spirit wants to give up the fight...

Washed away are my dreams,
They didn't want to come true it seems...

The lonely man on the moon,
The sad expression up above...

A son is hated, driven insane.
The schizophreniac became...

* Dedicated to an ex-gf *
Since the day we parted...

I've just commited a true crime,
And I'll probably end up doing time...

They say that life's a gift,
But why is it...