I guess i must be blind,
because i cant see the
happiness you claim to
be inside..

*rate

Falling is easy, its getting
back up that becomes the problem
-- staind

I cant find myself, slowly draining
all the happiness that was left in
me..down the drain everything goes..
it all becomes a blurr to me

Theres a pulse in my arm, but
i cannot feel it.. i feel so numb

Falling, i keep falling down..
crawling, i cant feel the ground.
crying, im all alone again..
dying, all i need is a friend..

I run away from all my pain,
and cradle up in the corner
of shame..

*rate

Why cant you just forgive me?
i dont want to relive all the mistakes
i've made along the way..-staind

I tear my heart open, i sew myself
shut.. my weakness is, that i care
too much.. these scars remind me
that the past is real.. i tear my heart
open.. just to feel.. --papa roach

I cry for you as i break inside, i
need you back in my life..

Feel free to tear me up inside, im
dead already..theres nothing left
to hide..