You woke me up right
in the middle of the
misery scene..

I'll shut you out, you cant
come in..this is my life..and
i win..

i won this game..

My heart beats for you
yet you cant feel it..
my mind thinks of you
but you cant hear it..

Theres a piece of my heart that
bleeds for you..a thought in my
head that says i need you..a time
and place from when we were friends
now we're non-existant..and this
was the end.. im still bleeding

*rate

You cry my name..
i cannot hear you.
you touch my vein
i cannot feel you..
i am gone..

*rate

Blackened eyes from sleepless
nights, everyones broken..this
lifes not worth the fight..

*rate

Until the end of time, when my
heart stops beating..theres no
thoughts in my mind, and i stop
breathing.. thats when ill be happy

*rate..

I told myself, everything was okay,
barely making it through each and
everyday,, hurting, crying..its all
normal to me.. scars and bleeding
are beyond what i can see..

Crying endlessly, cant stop the
pain..walking this lonely road
..the road of shame..

rate **

Screaming out my cries, while
bleeding..love and happiness
is what this life is needing..