One life I hate
Two parents who divorced...

Without a vocal cord
Without a tear to spare...

The last time I saw you
I couldn't believe how much you had changed...

Every memory came back to life
Every thought was thought again...

My pain is enough to drown me
It grabs at me...

I can’t stand you anymore
I would rather be destroying myself...

If I slit my own throat
If I stabbed my own chest...

I dread waking up and looking in the mirror
Because I see those eyes looking back at me...

Wake up and face reality
You aren't pretty...

She's numb to pain
and numb to feeling...

It's kiling me silently
It's got control...

The blade
it calls to me...