Spill your heart !

Okay so this is for all of you that just want to get it out! Say your story and it should help you move on, just by getting every last detail out of your system! Vent all you like.
OR if you just wanna brag off that special someone - go for it :)

Okay, so theres the sweetest guy imaginable.
He says I'm pretty, well, says everything at the right time. Hes super funny too! And he cares.
If I have one bad day, he tries his best to make me feel better. :)
We can talk FOREVER and it doesnt get awkard or anything, we can tell eachother just about everything and anything. One time we spent two hours on the phone, and there wasnt a single pause - and not to mention, his voice is just captivating :)
We were talking one day, and he says how he thinks its immature to say tell someone how they feel over a text or IM and says its like breaking it off in an email. After I agreed, he said " you know what that means right? we need to meet up sometime :) " haha it was cute, but then, my story takes a turn.
The next day, he tells me that if we were to ever start dating, he'd be scared we wouldnt have the same friendship as before, especially if it didnt work out.
Next thing I knew, he was dating one of my friends.
ouch.
But I'm slowly coming around :)
We're still friends, which in a way is the way i want it. Sometimes it makes it harder to move on, but its a working process either way, and this way I still got our amazing bond :)

Well apparently my boyfriend has some sort of surprise planned for this weekend. All he told me was that we have plans this weekend and that we might be going out of town for them. When I asked him what our plans were, he just said that it was a surprise.

It is absolutely driving me insane. I can't think of what he has planned and he knows I don't like surprises. (But in a way I think that makes the whole thing sweeter, since he's going out of his way to do something special for me.)

But yeah. (:

Hahahaha ok so yesterday I was sick and didn't go to school so my bf of course had to come and see me after school. So he came and rang my doorbell and so I opened the door and he handed me this empty plastic bag. And I was like what. And he was like omg i must have dropped it on my to my car. Lol so pretty much he drove all the way to buy me another bear. Haha i was pretty crazy.

Im done! Im done with love!
It felt so real last time..what happened? he promised me he would marry me & be with my forever..next thing i know he flipts tha script & im stuck all over again!
im just done..ill juss cry myself to sleep till i relaize how worthy i am just like i did before he found me...
im just giving up..im not rushing into or even looking for it anymore..it will find me when its ready....
im too good for this..im too good to be like this..i deserve happiness & love...i deserve only the best & one day, just one day he will find me...

Haha wanna hear my love story, if you want to call it that..=p..how i met my boyfriend..=]

it was august 18th, 2008...i was messing around on truthbox, which is an application on myspace. i posted a pic asking what people thought of me [lame i know, but i was about to be broken up with [[i just knew]] and i needed a self esteem boost], then i checked my myspace, and saw that i had a new friend request. i accepted because i liked the guys tattoo [his default is a pic of the tattoo on his back]. so then we started talking, and he asked if i had a boyfriend, i said yes, but not for much longer. he said that he can replace logan =p and i was like...hahahaha whatever. because i didnt know him or anything.

so then a couple hours into talking, i got broken up with sure enough. i told Eric. he said, good now i can take you. ahha again i was like..ok? but he was cute, so i went along w/ it.

as the following week progressed, we talked 7+ hrs a day on AIM, and i really developed a crush on this guy i've NEVER met. well, that weekend of our 1 week of talking to each other, we made plans to meet each other in real life. i was going to drive 1.5 hours to where he lived to meet him [stupid..dangerous..i know, but i did]. so for the next week i was NERVOUS!!! and excited because i REALLY liked him by now...we have EVERYTHING in common except he likes fish, and i don't, lol. oh, and on the 1 week anniversary of talking, he started calling me because i was having nightmares every night.

thing is, we're both like..phone phobic..so it was TERRIFYING at the beginning when he'd call me, and he was nervous too, but he still did it because he didnt want me to have nightmares.

so, the following sunday i drove to meet him [it was a 3 day weekend, so no school that monday]..this was aug 31st. so i drove ALL THE WAY THERE, nervous as heck. but once i saw him in the flesh, knowing for sure who he was, it all melted away and my feelings of basically love at first sight came in...so i stayed the night @ his house, and we watched movies and such, but he didnt ask me out because he was too nervous [even though we kissed and cuddled and stuff...] [[we both told people we were dating from then on though because it seemed like we were] anyway, the NEXT time i went up to see him he asked me out [sept 13th], and we've been seeing each other every other weekend since. last weekend he came here and stayed fri-sun here at my house and he met my gma and she likeshim and stuff. but now we have to go an extra weekend w/o each other, but hes going to homecoming w/ me on nov 1st so i cant wait. i guess he'll be here fri-sunday again, and i cant wait to see himmmmmm <333

I love this guy at school.

I've known him for a few years. I really like him, but don't have the confidence to tell him I like him. I asked for his number... and nearly FAINTED! Rofl. Naww... it was really scary, and funny at the same time. :) I was so happy that day. :)

Now I see him quite often at school... and wish I could talk to him, but my nerves are too much to handle. He's in my maths class. And I only sit a few metres away from him... He just puts a smile on my face every day :) It's NOT infatuation. Definately not. It's love. Truly love. :)

Any ideas on how to start talking to him.. i.e., a topic to start.. he's into footy, and cooking, and i think funny movies. :)

Lol .
your story kinda reminds me of one of my own .
except mine was infatuation , not love . xD
he was in my math class too ! LOL
except we sat next to each other
and i always used to catch him staring at me lol .
xD

just sit next to him one day in math class
and then i dunno ,
talk about math ?
and then talk about other stuff ? lol
go with the flow , haha

good luck !

I'm afraid of relashonships because of my parents' relashonship. It wasn't good. and Everyone got emotionally hurt and I don't wanna end up like them.

Ok ok...well here is mine...most people will prob think it is stupid but it is really long so that means I am going to leave out some things that are not really that big.

Well my boyfriend and I have been together 1 year 4 months and 22 days. So it all started when he got in trouble for something he didn't do and that was not true at all...well I knew him and knew it wasn't true so I got him a gift nothing really big just something with shells that he wears all the time so then he decided to call my mom's friend kim who's son is my bf's best friend and ask her for my phone number that he wanted to call me...so he got my phone number and called me well I answered the phone and talked to him I was really shocked that it was him I never thought that he would call me. I was really supposed to be with his best friend Lyle but it ended up that Lance and I got together. so he and I started to hang out go to the park talk and play basketball cuz we both like basketball a lot and then about a month later June first he said to me hey maybe you, your mom and I can all go to the drive in so we all did June first. When we got to my house it was 2 in the morning and it was a full moon and I love the moon and said wow look how beautiful the moon is tonight the way it was over the mountain behind us well he asked my mom if he could take me on a walk. We talked a lot and walked all the way till 6:30 in the morning and then went to my house. So then we all went to the Lake and he asked his dad if he could stay the night again and he said yeah so wwhen we got back to my house my mom took my little sister to her friends house and lance and I went to the park were going to play basketball but then I said it was to hot and we should go back...well I sat down he got something to drink then came and sat next to me after a full day of us flirting and we were just talking then we were quiet and then he looked at me and before I knew it he kissed me. So sounds kind of weird we have been together ever since. Early that day we were at the perfect time where he was just about to kiss me he told my mom until my sister and the little girl we were babysitting came in. Long long I know.

I seem to be infatuated with a guy I've just briefly met. Everytime I see him or think about him my heart sings, and it's the most joyous, happy, yummy feeling I could ever experience.

We take a dance class together and we were doing a kind of painful resistance exercise of holding the arms up and rolling the shoulders, etc, and anyway after a couple of minute your shoulders start to burn and everyone is just dying to drop their arms...
but at one point it seemed he had been looking in my direction, and when I looked at him and he saw me looking at him he gave a really quick, sort of encouraging smile.
I was all goofy and shocked and by the time I managed to smile back he had already turned back... but the point is that after that my heart soared and I wouldn't be surprised if I actually started grinning a bit, and surprisingly I couldn't feel the pain in my arm, I was so happy!

The problem is that I'm extremely shy around boys, and none of them ever seem to like me, and also I recently sort of "revealed" myself to a crush and he just sort of brushed me off and I guess it sort of broke my heart, so haven't got the courage to do much now... and this guy is just so great, so out of my league... there isn't much I can do, to be honest.

Still, I needed to share that moment of euphoria :D

//T.L.//