No Names

||this was on MySpace, and i'm pretty sure i didn't see it here, so i thought it might be a good way to rant. it might be stupid, but this is my first 'starting' post||

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Say as many different things about as many different people as you want, but don't say their names.

1. You are amazing. And you don't know it, but i want to be just like you. You're so beautiful in so many different ways, it's not even funny...

2. I really, REALLY like you. I'm just afraid to do anything about it, because I'm afraid of what you might think. I'm afraid you won't feel the same, and in return, act weird around me. I just wish you'd show me a sign that you either do, or don't, like me.

3. I want you back. Not exactly you, your body, but what we had. How you USED to be. You changed, baby. And i don't know where it all went wrong, but i am assuming it's my fault...and i'm sorry. not for you, for me.

1. I'm not friggin' perfect. I've finally realized that I'm never going to be good enough to make either of you happy, so please just leave me alone. I don't want to talk about anything.

2. I know it's not your fault you had to move. But stop complaining about lonel you are. You make no effort whatsoever to come visit, or make plans, or even just call to talk like we used to. I feel like a bad friend because you always talk about how depressed you are. I tried so many times to get you to come stay for weekends and you keep coming up with dumb excuses. I hate that you make me blame myself.

3. I know you're kidding when you say I'm fat, but right now it's not even funny. I am having major issues with my self-esteem right now, and you're killing me.

4. It's not that I don't like you, I just hate to put myself in a position where I am going to get hurt. And you're not exactly an obvious person to read, I'm picking out a different message everyday. Just say it, and don't hate me for being nervous. I do like you, a lot.

5. I know you lied to me. I asked you a straight-up question, and only so I could avoid hurting you if my suspicions were correct. It's been a long damn time, I can tell when you're lying. Don't hate me for doing this when you won't even admit to it. I will stop, I'm just confused right now. You mean more to me than he ever will.

6. I get my "attitude" from you. So stop complaining about it.

---Good post idea. That felt good, I don't even care if people read it or not.

1. I like you so much. People have told me that you like me too, and that you tried to ask me out that night. I feel a little disappointed and regretful that I told them to tell you that I wasn't ready to have a boyfriend. The truth is, I'm scared. I am so scared that you and I won't work out and that you'll hurt me just like my ex. When you say you love me, do you mean it? Or are you just joking around? Because although a part of me wishes you are joking, another part of me is so excited because truthfully, I think I could really love you too. I'm just afraid. I don't want to be hurt again. The dance is coming up. I really hope you ask me. There's no one else I would want to go with.

2. I don't understand why you think of me as a little girl. I'm a lot more mature than you think. I can look after myself. I love you but please let me go. I'm ready. I know what I'm doing. I've been through more than you could ever imagine and do you know what I learned? I'm strong. I can take it. I never told you any of the things that I went through because I know it would only cause you to get pissed off at me. Be proud of me. You raised me well, there's no need to protect me anymore.

3. You disappoint me constantly. It hurts me so much to be around you. There are times when I think that maybe you were just having an off day but slowly, I've come to realise that you are a hypocrite. You are selfish and inconsiderate and I wish so much that one day you would realize it.

*sigh* thanks, that was great.

1. I think that you are really messed up for what you did to me & you were never a good friend. You can flaunt him in my face all you want but he was mine first & I hope you always remember that

2. I think that you are also really messed up for what you did..you acted like everything was good between us but then went and did the same thing as my other friend except not to that extreme. You can be mad at me for dating that guy, but I really don't care

3. Even though we have had our ups and downs..mostly downs lately. I still love you & always will, no matter what happens. Even after all that has been said & done, I still really care about you and I love you with all of my heart. I really miss you.

Wow.. that was a really good idea! I actually feel better now

i'm glad i helped you guys vent.
that makes me feel good.

1) I hate the way you make me feel, the way you look at me & I go back to being the fat ugly one who has to depend on you to be there because no one else will be. I hate the way that with one comment or look you can bring me down so low that I want to cry, & you do it in such a way that noone will ever know what you did except me. But most of all I hate the way how I still would die just to be like you.

2) What makes you think that I won't notice? That I just won't realise what you are doing to yourself? You make me talk to you about how I feel and then hurl abuse at me for something that you are blatantly suffering yourself. I just want to know why you made me feel so pathetic and stupid for how I felt when You obviously know what I'm going through. It's not fair for you to turn on me like that when your going against everything you're preaching.

3) Please don't laugh at me anymore. I know you think it's funny to take the pi$$ out of me & call me fat but I can't laugh it off anymore, it's getting too hard. Don't you understand that I don't find it funny, & I'm sorry that I can't take it as a joke But I can't help it, I know that I seem so secure about how I look but the reason that I act like that is because it's the only way I can keep myself from breaking down.

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