Just those Darn days

Sorry, just needing a place to fume.

It's been about a year and a half since I had minor depression. Since then, I've been getting better, becoming my old happy self again. But there are those darn days like today that make me frustrated. It's like a cloud covering me again. Every comment and event i take personally, tears fall automatically for no good reason. Then there's that lonely, hollow and even a little guilt inside. Then nothing but unnecessary negative thoughts float by.

Usually when I feel like that, I write poems, it helps. But now I can't write a single poem without being downvoted without no darn reason by the same person who has no respect to how deep I put myself into poems.

Then our stupid 110 temperature that won't even let me take a walk without sweating within 5 min.

I know are this sounds like ridiculous complaints, but like I said, just fuming out all my darn negative thoughts.

Yes, I have those days too!! The weather is getting to everyone I suppose.
About downvoting?? IF it is thesame person, you know where it came from. I'm sure you have some beautiful poem which I have to check out too!! Seems life goes by so fast there is no extra time!!
Don't let one person put you down. There is lots of other people who would like your work. Hang in there, tomorrow is another day!

Everyone has their down days, and i think just because you had depression before, you're being a bit over dramatic. Maybe you should sit down and try to put everything in perspective. I know i have those days and i used to suffer from depression, so i think it's coming back, but then when i really think about it, i can find a reason as to why im feeling down.

Thanks guys

I noticed you changed your name again. Cheers for schizophrenic profiles!

.....lol

It's cold here...I almost wish it were warm so I could wear shorts again.
And yes, those darn days, when I get a toothache, but my dentophobia doesn't allow me to get it fixed, so I sit back and ride it through, even though my mind is screaming.
Those darn days when your friends can't talk to you, and the teacher tells the whole class off, all because one single person did something wrong.
Oh, well.

//T.L.//