I don't want people to know I lay in bed at night and cry, or that I dream of suicide, and count the days until i die...

To take away pain you need pleasuring pain!

XXxLet the blade dance upon my arm and the blood rush out from within mexXx

Who am I to be?...
When I look in the mirror...
I say who might that be....
I know its not me....
Clearly I can't see....
Must be a ghost right in front to me...

Darkenss cant drive out darkness
only light can do that
hatred cannot drive out hatred
only love can do that

" happiness is for those who seek it, otherwise, you seek nothing but dispare."

"kill me, or ill die from sadness, kill me, or i might end up killing you"

you wonder why I lash out at a single word
look at the tortured life you've given me

~You could see every peice of my shattered heart and still not understand~

Thoughts that don't silence my thoughts.