A shadow flickers in the morning light
i slowly drag myself from the nightmare
i look at the blade it is red , my blood
i look at the towel its covered in crimson
i sigh as i realize I'm not dead
i look down at the scars on my legs
i drag a finger across the whiteness
another day full of darkness and tears
the light flickers
memories of a long distant past stir
like leaves in the Autumn breeze
pain stirs and hits
gut wrenching gasping
pain of the past
no one notices
as i gasp
as i gulp for air
shes gone
wake from this nightmare
pinch myself
damn this is real
is some one coming
i can not tell
quick hide the harm
hide the blade
nothings happend here mom
no more razorblades
