Ana:the voice in my head

Thoughts of confusion
fill in my mind
im searching for it;
the right words to find.
feeling too numb to cry;
i'm falling into it again..
listening to her criticism
like the words of an old friend.
the littlest comments
make me feel broken
its like the sadness inside
has once again been awoken.
tomorrow i think
will be the next day
when i fall and succumb
to what i know she will say..