Goodbye mummy

You promised me you wouldn't go
you didn't even let me know
daddy told me you got too sad
now your in hospital feeling bad

what am i supposed to do?
don't you know that i love you?
I'm separated from you everyday
i cant even help I'm too far away

i don't know how to make it right
i need you please you have to fight
one day soon it will be you and me
we can be together happy and free

you cant do this mummy please
look at me begging on my knees
i need you mummy i need you here
mummy i'll only be 10 next year!

i know its hard but you will get through
you have me with you and daddy too
i promise the hospital really isn't that far
I'm with you always wherever you are

But if you leave mummy i will die inside
please mummy don't commit suicide
i don't want my mummy to die
mummy your illness is making me cry

i cant cope with all this pain
my heart is slowly breaking again
there is only one way out in my mind
so i open the drawer and look what i find

mummy hold on i am nearly there
this is how much i really do care
the blood pours out as i cut too deep
goodbye mummy, see you in my sleep.

saffie
17