Crush

Your not supposed to be on my mind.
After all the things I said.
& even though i let you go.
I'd rather it be the memories instead.

I've tried giving up.
& even threw away your picture.
But it's still stuck in my mind.
Like its some kind of torture.

Sometimes I lay here and wonder.
Am I even on your mind.
& sometimes I even feel.
Like I've gone back in time.

To where everything was perfect.
Where I love you was never questioned.
But then im back to reality.
Where I'm dealing with this depression.

Am I suppose to feel this way.
After it's been so damn long.
Am I suppose to think about you.
Even when I know it wrong.

I know you still love me.
But I dont know if i love you.
& everytime I ask my self.
I find my self confused.

Sometimes the answers are more clearer.
But lately they're all just a blur.
Sometimes I know what I want.
Other times i'm just not sure.

My heart is already taken.
& I know for a fact she's who I love.
But is what im feeling for you fake.
Or is it just a crush.

Jay Jay
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I was bored and just made this up....its not based on anything but I garantee people can relate to it so tell me what you think