For My Sister

I miss you loads
Although I can hardly remember your face
I remember your calls
You talked to me with your voice at soft pace

I wish I knew you now I’m older
There’s so much I have to say
Things I never said when I was smaller
Words I’d like to say today

I’ve had so much time
To think of what you must do
Even if I say I’m fine
I feel alone without you

I feel so pathetic for the things I say
Because I’ve never really known you
And you live so far away
But I’m hoping you think the same things too

I want to know what you look like
When your happy, surprised and sleeping
Or weather at night
I’m in your mind when your dreaming
I’ve thought about you for years
But mostly I’ve remembered you
When there’s been laughs or tears
And I’ve wondered what you would say or do

You’ve always been in my heart
I wish I could talk to you about
How much I wish we’d never been apart
I’ve been thinking I’ll never know you, I wish I didn’t doubt

Lets hope we get to speak the words we have to say.
What would you do if I just turned up, would it be a surprise
I think that would be a brilliant day
What would be the expression in your eyes.

I don’t really know the story why we don’t see each other
I hope that I find it all out though
Coz I don’t want to be confused forever
I don’t care how long it takes, I just hope I get to know.