How To Get Over?

by fuzzy   Apr 30, 2009


We became lovers in 2006.
In 2008, My parents and her parents fight.
And she left me for two months saying that she was gonna marry to a guy that she had crush on before she's my girl friend.
Two months, I lived my life without her.
I had many sleepless nights, I suffered a lot.
One day she sent me a message to my Phone after 2 months.
Saying that she was really sorry , and she wanted to explain everything that everything she was doing was just a fake.
I believed it , and after 3 months she left me without saying goodbye.
I called her phones but no replies.
I had no idea where she has been , I've been staring at my Phone after she's gone.
And after 1 month , she gave me a missed call.
She said she was on a trip . And I believed it once again.
We talked on the phone everyday , but she's so cold to me.
Like she has no feelings for me anymore. But i satisfied because she's back in my life.
All i ever needed is just her. I really loved her.
And one day i called her Phone but no one picked it up.
And i called her home Phone. a boy said she's not home.
I called her many days , but i got no contacts from her.
And one day I logged in to her account and I read her chat logs.
She was chatting with a guy from her IELTS class.
That guy asked her , how's everything with your bf?
she said every thing's perfect. and then she said I gotta go to meet my bf now. bye see u then.
And I'm sure the bf she is going to me was not me.
Because she hasn't contacted me for 1 week.
So who is her bf ? She's seen my offline message.
But she didn't reply my offline message and beside she blocked me from her list.
What is that for ? she didn't say anything .
I'd rather feel her Goodbye words than said nothing.
What am I supposed to do ? if she's gonna leave me like this .. Why did she give me missed call ?
Why did she hook me again ?
I don't know what to do but cry.
She's such a cheater but still I cannot get over her.
How to get over ? how to get over ?

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