Crazy?

'The end is coming!
The end is coming!'
All the voices I hear humming,

In my head,
In my bed...
I think I might as well be dead.

No one can hear
My so-silent tears.
Nothing in my head is clear.

I can't really bear,
It's quite a scare.
Everything is about to tear...

Away from me.
Was I meant to be?
Will I ever be of free?

Yearning,
Turning,
Every corner earning

My mionds attention.
My minds redemption,
It's a scary conception.

I'd like to say I love you.
I'd like not be 'fraid of you.
I'd like to know what to do.

My silent cry,
It's all mine.
Crazy now, am I?