My life in disguise.

by XoXoBriannaoXoX   Dec 17, 2009


Every time you look at me..
I feel like a failure in disguise..
Every time you ask me something..
I tell you a complete lie..

The drugs.. and everything i have done..
Was to make my life seem real..
But in the end I realize that all I did was fail..

It hurts me to look you in the eyes..
because all did was smoke weed.. and lie..
I didn't know what to do..
I felt completly vulnerable to the truth..

But now I'm starting to feel
like my life is finally making sense..
and maybe I don't need the drugs..
to lead me to happiness?

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  • 13 years ago

    by No1ButMe

    I can't relate to the weed, although the feeling of being a failure and a fake I can very much relate to. I had an addiction of my own, cutting. I felt like I was living a lie. If you ever need to talk i'm here. But you did a great job of capturing the emotions in the words, I felt the pain and the hope. Keep up the good work. 5/5

    Svandyke

  • 13 years ago

    by Jack Nightengale

    I love how true this is. Such strong feelings.
    Simply Amazing!

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