My heart drops a thousand miles,
my tears turn black with fear.
I hide my face from everyone,
I turn from all I hold dear.
The noise around me desolate,
removes the pain of numb.
I run away with bloody tracks,
waiting for the screams to come.
Inside I'm hurt, bleeding alive,
There's no air in a plastic coffin,
This body I have is fake to all,
my true sadness in me knockin.
Wake up this soul within myself,
tortured, horror-full nightmare.
Send an angel full of grace,
my loss is too much to bare.