What happened

I thrive on the sadness
that tears at my heart
I find some sort of comfort in it
this pain that rips me apart

What made me this way?
So cold and lost
were the memories so bad
that I forced myself to forget

How do you fix a soul
which has pieces long gone
How do you fix a life
that has gone so badly wrong

How do you save me
when I've fallen so far
How can you heal these wounds
which have turned to scars?