It is really sad. It has multiple meanings. The utter alone-ness that we all ultimately experience even if we have a mate. Its much worse if you don't. And I have a philosophy degree so there is a bit of Albert Camus in there "The myth of Sisyphus." The living a Lie part, not living authentically being a TV addict instead of an inspirational person someone you could look up to. uuugggg!