Yesterday is all that is on my mind,
but I know looking back is just a trap
where I end up fighting with what I always find.
I can't deny there is an emptiness
behind these private eyes,
and as life goes on without you,
I realise I haven't even cried.
The loneliness never goes,
but I refuse to allow myself
to miss your frozen love -
the love that captured me,
then demolished me.
I am not capable of letting go,
when yesterdays memories keep calling me.
In the end, there is no freedom from the past,
but there is freedom from the choice of love.
I am not scared of life without love.
Think of everyone you thought you ever loved.
Now think of everyone you thought ever loved you back.
