Wow I have never seen so many adjectives in one prolonged sentence, filled with such intense raw emotion, all because, of the raw emotion. The word welcome in the end seems very personal to me, which is good, therapeutic but hard for spectator like me to relate with. I mean it is healthy to write like this, for your own soul sometimes, not for the audience.
I wonder, you are such a good writer, why don't you grace us with more. You know you are special.