I'm OK

by †JustAri†   Jun 16, 2005


You don't need to see the shadows forming under my eyes
So I cover them up
The tears aren't there because I don't cry
But it still feels like there's something to wipe away

Down the pills to heal the aches inside
So on the outside I am happy again
Think of hurting myself to sedate the chaos
And I'm smiling again

Find some time for me to be alone
Just to sit in a corner and breathe
Resisting to slash my wrists
Because I'm not ready to set the standard

But today you'll see me laughing
Because one day I'll be better than this
But right now this is as good as it's gonna get
So everything's finally OK now
It can all be good

I'm OK now. :)

*...Questions welcome. I wrote this on March 24, 2005. Hope you liked it! Peace Peoples.*

© Copyright Ariana 2003-2005

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  • 18 years ago

    by Jacklyn

    such a wonderful, saddening poem but at the same time because you write about the hope it's kinda like awww and stuff. wish i could help with the pain and stuff, hope things move from ok to life is great.

    ~PLP~ lil slam~ lots of hugs and love~

  • 18 years ago

    by ElegantlyWasted

    There is pain within this; but there is a little glimpse of intentional happiness. I hope one day you are painfree.

    Luvvvvooooooooo sooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :D

    xx Kal.

  • 18 years ago

    by elizabeth

    I really like this because even though its kind of dark and painful, it shows hope for the future. Great write

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