What if?

What if he's not that one?
Am I making a mistake?
Sometimes I wonder if I love him
My crap is what he takes

Sometimes I get so angry
Like I could rip off his head
I wouldn't feel sad about it
Until he fell down dead

Is that an uncommon feeling?
I'm always asking myself
Together for a year now
Is there a problem with my health?

I've told him that I love him
And each time I feel it's true
But then he says something that hurts me
And I want to yell "we're through"

It seems like we're just pushing buttons
Then trying to get past
The argument where we said such things
This relationship might not last

I guess what I'm trying to say is
Does he love me so?
Do I really care for him?
Or is it time for us to go

All this time I thought for sure
That he was absolutely the one
But what about when he kisses me
All I feel is tongue

Isn't this supposed to feel different?
Special in no other way
Isn't this love supposed to grow?
Get bigger every day?

These are the questions I ask myself
As he calls me to say Hello
What if he's not the one?
When is the time to let go?