What if?

by Lisa   Jul 29, 2005

What if he's not that one?
Am I making a mistake?
Sometimes I wonder if I love him
My crap is what he takes

Sometimes I get so angry
Like I could rip off his head
I wouldn't feel sad about it
Until he fell down dead

Is that an uncommon feeling?
I'm always asking myself
Together for a year now
Is there a problem with my health?

I've told him that I love him
And each time I feel it's true
But then he says something that hurts me
And I want to yell "we're through"

It seems like we're just pushing buttons
Then trying to get past
The argument where we said such things
This relationship might not last

I guess what I'm trying to say is
Does he love me so?
Do I really care for him?
Or is it time for us to go

All this time I thought for sure
That he was absolutely the one
But what about when he kisses me
All I feel is tongue

Isn't this supposed to feel different?
Special in no other way
Isn't this love supposed to grow?
Get bigger every day?

These are the questions I ask myself
As he calls me to say Hello
What if he's not the one?
When is the time to let go?


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Latest Comments

  • 13 years ago

    by crystal

    you expressed your emotion well in this one. great job.

  • 13 years ago

    by RaNdOmGaL

    great poem really heart felt!!!!! i love it!!!
    luv RaNdOmGaL xxx

  • 13 years ago

    by Andrea

    good poem. full of emotion and saddness. i liked it alot

  • 13 years ago

    by NannO

    nice feeling the poem envokes.. u put out ur feelings of confusion in a gud way, and the rhyme was gud..
    wen he's the one, u'll just noe.. no need to wonder.. ;)
    keep goin.. and stop wonderin too much (lol)
    take care

  • 13 years ago

    by avery

    This is really good. I think it's how a lot of people think about relationships.
    I know that's how I feel. Your writing technique is great. And rhyming skills are awesome too.