Finish my drink
That's when I best think
It clears the mind
Then after that I'll be just fine
Don't matter if it hits now or later
Either way I'm going to stagger
Back home out of this cold
Don't ask me if I believe, my soul is sold
I'm just a test for you
See if you can handle being true
Passing out at a house I have never been
That's right this time the vodka wins
I done, lights outs for now and then
I won't do it but I can
If you need a straight answer now
I'll tell you because I'm defeated and still around
It's the weight of crushing nights and days
At the end of it all who really stays?
I need something to grasp
Burn in another homemade tattoo with a match
Permanent isn't enough, I need the pain
Somehow I know deep inside it keeps me sane
Fighting my way out
I am set to overcome this doubt
