Freeing Myself back into the cage

I can't write
Everything I say
Comes out wrong
I'll try something new

It's a cold night
And I slept all day
I can't get enough of this song
It's making me feel blue

I hate backing down from fights
But sometimes it goes that way
Is that really so wrong?
I hate pretty much everything I do

Is anything ever right?
Is there any truth in what you say?
Can I handle this for long?
Before I realize my life is through

I'm not a spectacular sight
I'm just trying to get away
I hope you remember me when I'm gone
I owe everything I have become to you