What do you do when...

The thing that makes you happy is tha casue of all your sleepless nights and your pain.
You cant get it out, its all you think about and its driving you insane.
Your stuck in a dilemma and you don
t know whats the right thing to do.
You dont wanna hurt anyone at all, but you gotta look out for you
Your mind is telling you to let go, but you want to listen to your heart
Its telling you to hold on, keep it 2getha, dont let it fall apart.
You cry dry tears, the kind of tears that no one seems to see
You constantly think and say to yourself, is anyone thinking about me??
Well, im not trying to depress anybody, or make anyones day blue
Im just askin cause I want to know wat I should do?.