Love Or Love

I am sick of myself
I know I'm going to hell
One more drink to numb my pain
This Liquid Helps keep me sane
Now and then I need it more and more
I know one day you'll leave through that door

The one you came so quickly through
Same old thing I hear, "love you too"
Are you still in love with me?
Is this a poem you won't see?
I know I love you more and more
And that it's you and only you I adore
I feel like I ask of so much
And give nothing in return but
Maybe you'll see past
I really want this last
I love you