A Stray, So lost and Forgotten

by Ren   Apr 25, 2006


Slowly soaking in on this path that I see,
I don't know where I am,
I don't even know who's me.
My vision is blurred with a hidden cloud of darkness,
My feet are testing a ground which I can't even feel,
I don't know what this is anymore,
I don't even remember fake from real.

So cold and lost,
I'm not sure where to go,
My ability to think,
Has now lost its flow.
Just a couple days,
Back then and never again,
I was okay,
Happy,
And peaceful.
Life seemed to be my Friend,
And I felt the calmness I had,
Would never come to an end.

It seems my soul is broken,
And confused,
I don't know what is new,
and what has already been used.
It is like I am walking,
An endless path for eternity,
Just wanting to find my way back home,
Even though I don't live in the happiest conditions,
I want to be warm and loved again...
But I'm stuck,
I can't think anymore,
My mind has shut down,
And my heart closed the door.

I am lost...
And forgotten...
Weak...
And pale...
I don't even know who I am anymore,
I don't know myself well.

Hopeless and alone,
This path leaves me so dark,
And coiled in a cage,
I feel cheated and upset,
Frustrated and enraged.

My soul has become a stray,
Lost and forever gone,
I don't think anyone knows where I am,
They haven't searched,
Or cared,
I am just lost,
Disappearing in thin air.

Will someone come?
Will they call out my name?
Maybe things will change,
But never be the same.
I want to be found,
This loneliness is getting deeper,
And when it seems there is a light,
It is a decoy,
Of something unfinished,
And not shown,
So fearful and contempt,
I sit here alone.

I am a forgotten heart break.
When I cry for help,
No one can hear,
I am too far away,
And I fret,
That maybe they are happy of my disappearances,
Maybe they haven't noticed,
But its been so long since I lost myself along this path,
That I fear I can't find my way back.

So lost and unseen...
Wish it wasn't meant to be...
I lost my way,
Lead astray,
I cant even open my eyes,
To face the next day.

Someone hear my cries...
This path has left me fearful,
I can't see where I am going anymore,
I can't see which way,
Cause at this point,
I have become a stray,
So lost...
And forgotten...

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