Tears with The Emotion

I want my tears to stop,
The tears that are invisible to everyone else,
The tears that keep me up all night,
The ones that slide down my face one by one,
And slowly dampen my pillow,
I want them all to stop,
But I know they wont,
Because they wont stop until the emotion that triggers them does,
And that emotion just doesnt go away,
It lingers day after day,
Making life harder and harder,
I just want it to stop and let me live my life like it was before,
But I know it wont go away,
It wont because of the thing that caused it to take over my life,
And that hated thing is life itself.