Am I me?

I don't know what I'm supposed to be,
Or what part I'm supposed to play in life,
I'm a wandering soul,
One with no destination,
And theres no one to travel next to me,
Or is there?
And I just don't see them...
Days go past in a blur,
And nothing seems real,
I don't know if my thoughts are real anymore
Because my mind feels separated from my body,
Everyone on the outside sees me differently than I do on the inside,
Am I even Me to other people?
If they don't see Me then who am I?
My life is a joke,
One thats not funny,
I have nothing to live for,
Because I don't exist,
Only my body does...