Facing This Life

Everyday its the same,
I wake up to my self-hatred,
Not wanting to face the pain that the day will bring,
Just wanting to sleep in the blackness forever,
With no one else around,
Wallowing in my own tears,
Dreading that Im even alive,
Just let me die,
Dont make me face the day,
I cant stand another day of this agony,
This terror,
This life.